I miss you, and i don’t know why.
You hate me but you will always love me. You think that i only know what you want me to, but really, i know everything you don’t want me to. You think that i’m always going to be here, waiting on you. I just wish you would admit to it and love me back. Your words could heal any wound but then again your words could bruise. i dont want to see you and then i do. I tell myself that i hate you but then i see you and i surrender. Again. I dont love you but i always will. I dont have a choice but i still choose you. I love you and i wont ever stop. Even when i decided to change my everything for you, i still wasn’t you first choice. Or a choice at all. I guess i will live without you. Even though i’m not okay with it, i will learn to live without you. Again.
